Went out just now to buy doughnuts to eat and did not see the damn hole.

Stepped into the hole and fell. Ankle is still hurting right now.

Told mummy that and she told me that why ah ma and I both have the same problem.

Apparently ah ma’s feet had some problems and it cramped up making it impossible to walk due to the immerse pain that she felt if she even exceed the slightest pressure onto that feet. I am seriously worried for her, scared, I do not want to lose ah ma. She is like MY ah ma. She was the one that brought me up, and she is the one whom I really love. Its scary, I don’t want to lose her. I don’t want her to suffer. Im scared. Please. Argh. I rather be the one suffering than her. Please lord. I rather have something wrong with my fall than have anything to do with her feet.