I am so going to blog almost everyday now! Xela and I made up so now the both of us are alright. You do not know what a hard time I’ve been through without him as the pillar of support. To Xela, I might seem as if I do not care about him and stuff like that but actually I do care. Without him, life will never be the same. He just got a car! Actually, it’s been slightly more than a week since he got his car. He got his car on like our first year anniversary. Something to remember about! Actually, no matter the amounts of quarrels that the both o us have, for some reason, I do not feel threaten at the thought of losing him. It is like I feel that there is this unspoken bond between us, telling me that no matter how depress or sad or angry I feel towards him, no matter how lonely I may feel in this world, no matter how judged I feel, I know that he will always be there for me, no matter the moo he is in right now. It’s like this undeniable faith that he gave to me. No matter what, I know that I am blessed by God for he has given me someone to rely on.

Was late for school (like again). It sis so going to be a long week. Went for orchestra today and WE PLAYED PHAMTOM! Omg!! Im so happy! It’s like been my dream to play phantom! In STC, we will get the score, but we will never get to play it as a band but now I am playing it and what’s more is that I am playing the clarinet solo! I am so happy and THANK GOD that I went for orchestra practice today!!

Ate lunch with Jennifer cause she waited for me till orchestra ended! Nice of her!

Had business mgt and calculus and then end of school!!! Omg, that stupid guy again! He kept asking me what I did for all my classes that I had in common with him! Him and his stupid look! He is like so smart already, what in world more does he want from me!! I mean, I am not doing as well as him and he knows that pretty well, and he kept thinking of ways and means to be so much better. I mean, it’s ok if you want to score the marks, but score it in like a legitimate way, not like some sneaky way like finding out tests questions and finding out pop quizzes and stuff like that! Oh! And skipping tests and asking what was the topic is about and then when other has a valid reason not to attend class he calls them a skipper! Stupid guy!! I hate you so much!!!! You totally annoy me! To think I thought that you were like some nice decent guy to make friends with!!!

I think that I am so weird, like I am blogging based on my mood at the present moment. And it changes as I am talking to people on MSN and stuff like that. I just found out that animal farm sent me something a few weeks back and I am still not receiving it! to think they did not put my name on the parcel! They put another name! OMG. maybe the post thought that it was some kind of prank and did not want to send it. I am expecting another one from Vicky Ah Yi. Omg, she’s like the nicest person on earth! She is giving the pink UGG! LOVE HER TO BITS! =D